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I never really thought about the Mike Atherton comparisons. It never preyed on my mind. We just shared a very similar development pathway - Manchester Grammar, Cambridge, Lancashire and so on - and thats the way that I saw it.I had two elder brothers who played lots of cricket, and we were very fortunate that when we returned to the north-west my dad put a net in the back garden, so we were playing all the time. They were three or four years older, and didnt pull any punches, so that gets you up to speed pretty quickly.I felt all the way through my career that I had been given decent opportunities and could have made more of them. And when I was left out of the team, it was for exactly the right reasons: not only that I wasnt scoring runs but also it looked like I wasnt going to. And if Im very honest with myself, I probably felt like I wasnt going to score any runs because my confidence was low.I did enjoy the Lancashire captaincy, but all teams are easier to captain when theyre in their pomp and playing well.The sheer harshness of the cricket on that 1994-95 Ashes tour was a bit of an eye-opener. Finishing with a pair didnt help. I started smoking on that trip - a bit of trying to lose weight, a bit of just touring, and other guys around doing that sort of thing. Very different to what it is now.It was enjoyable to face guys like Wasim Akram, Waqar Younis and Brett Lee. They were super quick, but theyd try and get you out more or less every ball, which created scoring opportunities without having to do anything too different. Very different to the likes of Glenn McGrath and Curtly Ambrose, whod put the ball back of a length, metronomically, and really dried you up. I really struggled with them.I was always got on well with Raymond Illingworth. Of all the supremos, coaches, managers, or whatever name you want to give them, he was the only one who gave me - not a guarantee but a vote of confidence.Cricketers always try to improve, and sometimes you tinker too much and forget what got you there in the first place. I was certainly guilty of trying to work around a few weaknesses.The one thing that always puzzled me at Lancashire, and the thing I tried to do as captain, was to get the team to play better in the longer form of the game. Had it not rained so much in consecutive years that we couldnt play a single home game for the first month of the season, Im absolutely convinced wed have won the Championship back in 98 and 99.Most of the players knew something had happened, but werent aware exactly what the cameras had picked up. There were a lot of whisperings. Im sure Athers probably was trying to get the ball to reverse, but I always say: What difference is there between sprinkling a little bit of dust on the ball and a spinner rubbing his hands in the dirt and then over the seam?The only time I felt slightly hard done by was after the 2002-03 Ashes, when I sustained a freak injury against Australia A. I got hit on the hip bone, pulling a ball, and couldnt move for three or four days. I said to Duncan [Fletcher] and Nass [Nasser Hussain], Im really not sure I can play. I cant run around. I didnt think they took kindly to that. I think they thought I was pulling the wool over their eyes.People tend to forget that the England team of the 1990s competed on a par with pretty much every team in the world apart from Australia.It all started to unravel at Lancashire with the intense difficulty of trying to manage the exit from the game of a number of very, very loyal and excellent people. The way that the club was structured and the way that expectation was really, really high meant that there was a really ruthless element within the cricket committee, which wanted to do away with a number of high-quality cricketers, just like that. I thought there were better ways of doing it. And the same with Bob Simpson, an excellent coach who I thought was very harshly treated. There was a clear conflict of interests with many on the committee, who were very happy to air their criticisms of their day job through Sky Sports or whoever it might be.I teach a lot of history now - I was at Oakham for over three years, and am at Oundle now - and was previously taught by some very interesting people at Cambridge, particularly Tony Badger, who took a course on the American civil rights movement. Im very interested in situations where people, through a lot of self-sacrifice, can provoke a huge amount of change in a system thats very hard to change, through words and deeds. So meeting Nelson Mandela in Soweto was a very special moment.I didnt feel that a committee structure lent itself to running a cricket team. Fine when youve got good people. When we got not so good people, it created all kinds of problems.Coming back in and making that hundred at Lords against India was a major milestone for me, not only proving that you could overcome some pretty serious adversity - being very, very close to understanding that I might never play cricket again with all the turmoil that was going on at Lancashire that winter [2001-02] - but also to get my name on the Lords honours board was hugely satisfying.In many ways, the 156 against Sri Lanka was my best Test innings, but in many ways it wasnt. I should have been out first ball. Muttiah Muralitharan bowled something that dipped, as he normally does - it takes a little while to get used to, even though Id played against him in the nets at Lancashire for years - but it was a no-ball.I made two triple-hundreds, both against Notts.I felt that in 2003, 04, 05, I was a much better batsman six or seven years earlier.The pitch at The Oval in 1994 was absolutely lightning quick. I didnt bat for very long, but I remember being hit in the throat by Craig Matthews. Now Matthews is just a trundler, but he got one right beneath the grille, and I didnt get hit very often, so that tells you how quick it was. Then Dev came in, all revved up, and Gary Kirsten got one right at the top of the bat handle, the ball lobbed up, and I was getting ready to catch it at short leg when all I can hear is Dev come thundering in, shouting, Mine, mine, mine. Devs not the best catcher of a cricket ball, so Im thinking, Should I catch it…? but in the end I just got out of the way.My maiden Test hundred was against Wasim Akram, Waqar Younis and Mushtaq Ahmed. I remember having to come off and be in the 90s overnight. It was a bit rainy the next day, and I had to wait a long time to get back out there and have a go at it. But it was an amazing feeling, especially to do it against an attack like that on a typical Oval pitch that went through and turned. In the second innings I didnt get a ball in my half from Waz.The great thing about the Lancashire one-day team was that everyone knew their roles very clearly, partly because it was filled with Lancastrians whod grown up together and played together for many, many years. There were never too many decisions that had to be taken by the captain.After my debut, against South Africa, Ray Illingworth said to me: Dont worry, its a very good attack, but youll be going to Australia in the winter. Give it your best shot, and try and learn as quickly as you can.I dont think the England selection policy of the 1990s did anyone any good, although I suppose it motivated those that were playing county cricket - only to think, You never know… It certainly kept the doors open for those who were aspirational; for those who were in situ, I cant imagine it ever created a sensible team environment.Lancashire were very sensitive to the sudden death of my mother. They gave me some time off, then I came back the day after the funeral to play in the Roses match. Both teams were very nice about things. But it did coincide with a lot of other stuff that was going on, and perhaps made me more sensitive to the need to look after people.When I made my debut, in 1994, I felt that I could have benefited from a little bit more first-class cricket. But thats what it is: you get selected, you get on with it and try your best.Shane Warne had this massive ability, like a lot of Australians, to take things deadly seriously and yet treat the game as a game, to take it back to when they were doing it for the love of it. He had this insatiable appetite to never have a dull cricket match. Quite often wed go into the final day of a county game 50 ahead, none down, game going nowhere, and hed say, Look, it doesnt matter if were all out. We need to go out and tee off, get 250 ahead by lunchtime, then were going to declare. We lost a couple but won a lot more.I was the type of player who would be very, very good or not so good, because, technically, I wasnt as strong as other players who were around. I had good hand-eye coordination, but from a technique point of view I was way behind some of the best players around. Mark Ramprakash and Graeme Hick were far better players than I ever was.Bumble [David Lloyd] was incredibly supportive of the players and was in many ways a breath of fresh air for the team.In my second Test, Athers had told the batsmen who were out there we needed a lead of 300 by lunch. I was on nought and hooked a bumper to long leg. It was the right thing to do - to get the team where it needed to get to as quickly as possible - but in hindsight, with the way selection went, Im not sure there were too many whod have done the same thing at that stage.I dont think the Australians saw me as a soft touch. I was always preparing myself for the battle against them. In 93 I remember having that massive battle - picking the battle with Merv [Hughes] and Tim Zoehrer. I got really fired up then, but I suppose I played some of my best cricket when I was fired up. The Aussies are not stupid, and quite often didnt say anything to me. Perhaps in hindsight I should have tried to whip it up a little bit. The most disillusioning thing happened a month after the 2002-03 Ashes trip. Hampshire had written to the ECB, thinking I would go onto the central contracts list, so they could do their financial planning properly, and I didnt hear anything. I must have rung Duncan Fletcher five or six times to ask for some feedback on why I was out in the wilderness - if it happens at that age, it is for good - and I never got a reply.I can see now why that South Africa tour [1995-96] went so badly wrong. Quite often wed have the team bus waiting while the families bus was loaded up with prams and all this sort of stuff. The convoy was three 50-seater buses.Of the captains I played under - and there were lots of good ones - Warne was by far and away the best. He had a bit of the rogue about him. He knew what made people tick. He knew when things were going wrong and how best to motivate somebody. 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Tyson Furys friend Billy Joe Saunders fears the heavyweight will be dead by 30 if he doesnt get the help he needs.Fury, 28, did little to help fears surrounding his condition when, three hours after taking to Twitter on Monday to announce his retirement from the sport, he reversed his decision.Retirement would have meant walking away from what Press Association Sport understands would have been a career-high purse in the region of ￡6 million for a potential rematch with Wladimir Klitschko.On Friday it was reported he had tested positive for cocaine, just a week after he withdrew from their Oct. 29 date because he was medically unfit to fight, although his camp have not commented on that. Those around him have said he is struggling with depression.The wider picture has led Saunders to fear for Furys health. The fellow traveller and world champion, 27, has known the WBA and WBO heavyweight champion since he was 14, and fears he is in an extremely bad place.He said: Im very concerned that he wont see 30 years old. Very concerned. If the public dont get behind him, and he doesnt get the help he needs, it could affect his life and his familys lives forever.The travelling communitys behind him. But its out of the travelling community -- the press -- that need to give him a breather, a pick-me-up, a pat on the back.Im not saying everything hes done is right --- not even a Youve done right, youve done wrong - [he needs] a Itll be alright, dont worry about it, chin up.dddddddddddd Give him a bit of that and perhaps he might see a little bit of light, [it] might give him a little bit of confidence.Ive spoken to him, but hes down, hes very down, hes not in a mood to talk to anybody. Hes mentally not there. Nothing shocks me at the moment, because hes not mentally right. He needs help. Hes in a bad place at the minute. I know him very well; extremely bad place.Saunders promoter Frank Warren, whose BoxNation television channel had expected to receive significant interest for the rematch that had been scheduled between Fury and Klitschko, instead believes it is Furys personal responsibility to address his problems.Asked whose responsibility it was to straighten out Furys life, Warren responded: His. I know Peter Fury, his uncle, really works hard and Im sure his dad does.But its him. All hes doing is harming himself. Its a waste of talent but what can you do? You cant keep making excuses for it.People have put their money up, their time, and obviously his health must come before all of that. But he cant keep doing this to himself and his family and he cant keep doing it to the sport. ' ' '